
NJO, 17 years-oldWalking through the fogNJO, 17 years-old by ~vankarpas
of my memories,
...I'm wandering far ahead
where I am not yet,
about souvenirs
that are only wonders and fantasies.
Nothing's worth the pain
but everything's worth
the recklessness
as troubled memories
screams to be achieved.
An invocation
taking every cells of my body,
a pact shredding every bit of my soul;
demon and angel tearing their ways
out of my mind -
exchanging peace for strife,
sanity by insanity...
Will I still be?